Preparations and Patience...
Today I watched videos on wigs and makeup for chemo patients. Then I researched why I should have chemo before surgery. Then I watched someone getting their eyebrows microbladed on, then researched how much it costs, then tutorials on how to put on false eyelashes. I don't like surprises so I research a lot. Every time a question pops in my head I'm online looking for answers. Some people might not want to know beforehand. But for me, it helps me prepare myself for what is to come. As I have said before, the unknown is what causes me anxiety.
I'm still not certain why they want to do chemo first. That will be one of my first questions when I see the Dr on the 30th. Speaking of questions...I bought a notebook to write them down as I think of them. I also got an accordion file and organized all my paperwork from visits, claim forms, test results, medication lists, Drs. & insurance information, so I can have that with me at each visit. I also got a planner so that I can keep track of my appointments. I like to write it down first, then transfer it to my online calendar. Keeping it all organized helps me feel a little more in control. I also got 2 pairs of the softest PJs ever and a pink, silk, baseball cap that was just $1.50 on clearance! I think it will feel good on a bald head!
I watched a video today of a lady going through chemo who was so determined to keep her hair that she was doing this thing called "cold capping". Every 15 minutes for 6 hours during her chemo, she would put on a cap that had been frozen in dry ice and strap it to her head. She still had her hair and she was very happy about that. There is no way on earth keeping my hair would ever be worth that amount of trouble! I was impressed with her perseverance but no. I hate being cold. I hate my head being cold. Nope...I'll be bald and wear a fuzzy hat.
I designed logos for a couple Tshirts to wear to treatments and they should arrive soon. Once they're here I'll take a photo of them. I'm excited to get them. I will wear them to chemo if they are comfortable enough.
I got a couple more cards in the mail today with such sweet messages. I continue to be overwhelmed by the love and support. I don't want to be in this situation. I don't want to go down the road I'm headed but I have no choice. I know I am blessed because I have so many willing to pray us through this. I know I am blessed because my cancer is not as bad as others and my prognosis is good. I know I am blessed because my workplace is very supportive. I know I am blessed because I have parents willing to drive over 500 miles to be with me and a best friend willing to fly over 600 to be at my side. I know I am blessed because I am a child of the King of the Universe and He has promised to walk with me and carry me through this trial. So, those are the things that I am going to try and concentrate on.
Today's prayer requests:
I'm still not certain why they want to do chemo first. That will be one of my first questions when I see the Dr on the 30th. Speaking of questions...I bought a notebook to write them down as I think of them. I also got an accordion file and organized all my paperwork from visits, claim forms, test results, medication lists, Drs. & insurance information, so I can have that with me at each visit. I also got a planner so that I can keep track of my appointments. I like to write it down first, then transfer it to my online calendar. Keeping it all organized helps me feel a little more in control. I also got 2 pairs of the softest PJs ever and a pink, silk, baseball cap that was just $1.50 on clearance! I think it will feel good on a bald head!
I watched a video today of a lady going through chemo who was so determined to keep her hair that she was doing this thing called "cold capping". Every 15 minutes for 6 hours during her chemo, she would put on a cap that had been frozen in dry ice and strap it to her head. She still had her hair and she was very happy about that. There is no way on earth keeping my hair would ever be worth that amount of trouble! I was impressed with her perseverance but no. I hate being cold. I hate my head being cold. Nope...I'll be bald and wear a fuzzy hat.
I designed logos for a couple Tshirts to wear to treatments and they should arrive soon. Once they're here I'll take a photo of them. I'm excited to get them. I will wear them to chemo if they are comfortable enough.
I got a couple more cards in the mail today with such sweet messages. I continue to be overwhelmed by the love and support. I don't want to be in this situation. I don't want to go down the road I'm headed but I have no choice. I know I am blessed because I have so many willing to pray us through this. I know I am blessed because my cancer is not as bad as others and my prognosis is good. I know I am blessed because my workplace is very supportive. I know I am blessed because I have parents willing to drive over 500 miles to be with me and a best friend willing to fly over 600 to be at my side. I know I am blessed because I am a child of the King of the Universe and He has promised to walk with me and carry me through this trial. So, those are the things that I am going to try and concentrate on.
Today's prayer requests:
- Upcoming tests.
- Pray for my Dr and his team as they formulate the best treatment plan for me.
- Pray for me to have patience as right now July 30th seems forever away!!
- Pray that our financial needs will be met throughout this process.
- Pray for my family.
- Pray for me to be brave, think positive and be strong.
Today's Verse:
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